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I'm sinking like a stone in the sea
Jul. 6th, 2011
Dec. 1st, 2010
Nov. 9th, 2010
01:14 pm
I just want an empty house. I've been stressing way too hard lately. 21 tomorrow, and I'm not that excited.
Oct. 27th, 2010
09:28 am
You spend your whole life looking for the adult that you are. You'll spend the rest of your life looking for the child that you were.
May. 20th, 2010
09:54 am - Only two that I care to say
1. I honestly wish you the best. I haven't seen or spoken to you in quite some time, and I don't know if that's really a bad thing. I know that I've gotten over everything and hope that your life rules from here on out.
2. I miss sitting at Al's until sunrise with you talking about.. everything. I miss opening up about the way I feel and telling somebody everything.
May. 18th, 2010
01:04 am
Because people love and they hate
And I guess
It's just all turned to hate
Yeah, you were just some song I wrote
A poem on a page
A sculpture I made
Out of clay
Desire was the flame
But now you're more of a basketball
Boys just pass you around
They bounce you hard on the ground
And dribble
Then we all get high fives
And you think I'm an asshole now
Well, you're probably right
But at least I'm not blind to the facts
I've been wishing were all lies
But still, I hope you get everything
That you care to possess
And unbelievable sex
With him
Or any one of my friends
But just don't ask about my appetite
I didn't lose it tonight
It's been gone half my life
Apr. 27th, 2010
09:36 pm - It's my own fault
I'm sorry that I didn't come see you play that day
You see, I was havin' a bad day that day
And I know that's what I always say
It's the same lame thing that I always say
But I was havin' a bad year that year
And the one before that too
But a bad year is no excuse
To overlook a friend like you
And I'm sorry that I didn't come to your party
And I'm sorry that I didn't dance with you
And I'm sorry for a lot of the dumb things that I did
But even more so for the things I didn't do
You see, I let myself fall in a hole
And I would not take your hand
I thought that I could make it out on my own
And I was afraid that I might pull you in
I'm sorry that I wouldn't pick up my phone or leave my room
And I'm sorry that I neglected you
I'm sorry that I left you without even saying goodbye
But, believe me, I love you and I miss you too
And I've been climbin', I got my hands up to the edge
And I hope that when I make it out you'll still wanna be my friend
And I'm almost there, yes I swear I'm almost there
And when I get out I'm never gonna fall back in
And I am grateful for my friends
Especially the the ones who've put up with me through this
Yeah, I am grateful for my friends
Especially the ones that I just met
That still give me a chance
Even though I don't laugh or dance
You give me a chance to prove
I can be a good friend to you
And I am grateful for my friends
I am grateful for my friends
I am grateful, grateful for you
And I'm sorry I was such a fool
Apr. 18th, 2010
Mar. 19th, 2010
10:42 am - Not waving, but drowning
There aren't enough drugs in the world to make it better.
was further out than you thought
wind-swept and current-caught.
not knee-deep, but out to sea.
slipped off the boat that we bought.
water, water everywhere, but nowhere a drop to drink.
i'm floating, wrinkling, uncomfortable.
i'm sinking and sinking and sink.
Mar. 16th, 2010
03:29 pm
Bury me in the backyard and forget about me. Put me out like a down-to-the-filter cigarette. I give up. I give up. I give up. I give up. I will die alone.
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